Sunday, November 19, 2006
My life.
My life can never be more interesting other than work and my pet dogs. how's that. i so missed the days when i look forward to going home with my partner. nowadays, what i get out of him is just chores, faults and more chores. help after help, my assistance goes unnoticed and becoming a chore. funny when people get used to each other, the helpfullness rendered goes un-thanked. worst if it gets unnoticed or even got wronged and misunderstood, and got yelled at. what ive been doing recently was to divert my attention to housechores. i am staying with my boyfriend and his family in the west for the past 3 years or so. since im part of the family now (yes, all the relatives, uncles, aunts, cousins know me by now. im included in the family photo too during the last gathering) i contribute to the chores in the house too. all these somehow made me feel like a housewife. neglected. unwanted. desperatehousewife. by the way, sex is not included. extinct. anyone wants to join my desperate housewives or husbands club?
i am so fortunate for being acknowledged and ever so thankfull to his family. mummy especially. i don't think i can ever find a family who accepted me as their son's life-partner. if im wrong let me know hor... i also keep in mind what karen says that we have to be contented with what we have and we can never find anyone better as it wouldn't be the same. and also better the devil you know than the devil you don't know.
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